is it sooo hard?

i keep getting hit on by married men..is it that hard to stay faithful, to keep loving their wives?...

and why in the world do i keep getting attention of other men when i don`t get it from the one i want?

i want to believe

the phrase i loved so much from the tv show i grew up with. And yes i wanna believe that there`s life on other planets and of parallel worlds and all that, but more than that, i wanna believe that dreams can be achieved, That i don`t have to follow a defined path the society(or annoying relatives) sets me , free will, freedom, that i will be loved for who i am.......

No wonder i loved The Adjustment Bureau, one of the very few movies that i actually enjoyed without pressing fast-forward :-)

Just a thought....

I don`t know how long its been or how long its gonna be
I don`t know when i started liking you or have feelings for you
I`m doing my best to not get too attached, cz u asked me not to
I don`t wanna sound too clingy, i guess all i`m trying to say is
Thank you for being around

growing up

As i watched schoolgirls come out of the church, laughing, giggling , without a care in the world, my mind went back to when i was in school, When things were less complicated, when i loved actors (instead of actual ppl),when  my relationship with my mom was much better..........Do i wanna go back? certainly not. That was one stage in my life, despite all the worrying and the drama , i like where i am now. Talking about drama, my boss seems to be acting a little weird.I don`t know what to make of it, but my mind did start to wonder why the previous girls left the place. Anyway did get my very first salary, so thats all good:-)

I`ve gotten to a place where i don`t think about where my life is going when i hear that my friends are getting married or having babies. Guess i`ve given up on the whole idea :-) anyway was watching Oprah the other day, and something she said about love struck me hard. She was asked how many times she has been in love, and her answer was three, and she said that what she has learned is that real love doesn`t hurt. Food for thought indeed.