Sunday, July 31, 2011

Do I have to put up with this?

 it was a good start for my career, i mean, its my first job..
 i was unemployed for more than a year..
i was happy to get paid something, eventhough it was insanely low
i wanted job experience, learn something, get up everyday and go to work actually,
   but
They don`t give employees an appointment letter, EPF or ETF
The head of the company is a marketing major, but he calls himself a scientist and give insane answers (stem cells are cells that go through tubes.... i mean really??? if you don`t know the answer just say so without pretending or you can simply google it-like i do;-)  , when i gave my answer  , the boss kept saying that even though i completed my masters in science, i don`t know anything and went on to say more crap about how i should walk(!?) yes, he said i need to walk like a girl
Salary increment issue- he said that he will consider giving extra 4k depending on what i wear, like skirts(!%$?)
Boss shouts at ppl like a total nut job and i actually talked back :-) i really don`t like it when he gets in my personal space.....and he did ask me to come on Saturdays and Sundays when noone else is there

Should start typing my resignation letter.......

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

The difference

The homeless man that stays in church greeted me saying good morning today, i replied with a bright smile...

Guys in ties who work in `hotshot` companies walked by me after making several pervy comments......

I see all of them every single day, i would rather see the homeless man in the morning and greet him, rather than those men who think they are cute and smart enough to open their mouths..

Friday, July 8, 2011

the 19yr old

The youngest in the office is 19(ill call her R) and she basically hangs out with me.She`s sweet and fun but its a constant reminder of how old i am.when i`m talking to the other girl in the office (ill call her T), she usually comments and these are the things she has never heard of...
-TV shows we grew up with like X-files,charmed, spellbinder, robinhood
-when T mentioned that one of her childhood parties are in VHS format, R said that she has never seen one.
- she has never heard of Shania Twain, MLTR, Lifehouse

- she wasn`t even born when we watched the cartoons He-man and She-ra as kids
we asked for fun whether she has heard of president Premadasa, and she said no. 
well there`s more, on top of all this i received a mail which mentioned things that make you feel old.
the matrix came out 12 years ago??
home alone came out 20 years ago??
time has really flown out..
even though everyone keeps telling me to find a decent husband soon,  i need to slow down. i mean really slow down...
someone asked whether i`m 23yrs today, i didn`t even wanna tell him my real age:-)
ah well...life...

Saturday, July 2, 2011

chopped

chopped off more than six inches of my hair and straightened it again, been wanting something to change for a while now and feels soo good. The best part of the whole thing was that the owner of the salon refused to cut my hair(which was upto my waist) short :-) she showed me a few styles and made it a lil bit longer than what i wanted. ppl keep asking me why i`m spending so much on my hair (this is the third time i`m getting it straightened), which is a lil annoying. I`m not getting any younger and i don`t know how long i`m gonna live, so i might as well try out all kinds of hairstlyes:-)

Went to another doc to check a nerve condition that keeps coming up, he directed me to get it tested on Monday, hopefully i`ll get a few answers then. Anyway work has been, interesting. Got my second paycheck but no more expenses for this month, spent enough on my hair already:-)

Hope i can get some sleep today, haven`t been sleeping through the night for a while now...

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