Monday, February 21, 2011

this sucks.....

Supposed to be the final week of my training , and i`m down with chickenpox :-( I for one did not see that coming. It`s weird, my brain kept saying stay at home, go lie down, and when i woke up, well there were spots all over me. Trying my best not to go infront of mirrors that much, but when i see the look on my mom`s face when she sees me......oh well.....
On a positive note, doc`s medicine is making me sleepy all the time. I don`t mind sleeping all day;should help me get through this week:-)

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Training & other things

Trainee status is about to end, and i have to focus on the job hunt again. I did learn a lot during this time, more than the actual work, its about ppl that i learned of; office politics is the general term :-) I`m actually surprised how calm i am, at times when ppl walk all over me. Maybe its not calmness, i just don`t care anymore. ppl will think what they want to think, i can`t be bothered to change their opinion, they just have to see things for what it is, if they can`t ,well, i don`t care.
A friend of mine came over after a long time, she was complaining about getting hit on by 15yr olds and about us being too old, i kept telling her that mid 20s isn`t too old, right?  :-) (for the record i`m not suggesting dating young boys). Anyway, Need to enjoy whats left of the time, go out with cousins and friends at least once a month and just live.

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Classroom to Learn Lessons or a Cosmic Joke?

  Same old unconscious patterns Same old drama you are too familiar with Same old manipulators pulling strings, thinking you can't see t...