Monday, August 29, 2011

tv series ..

i just thought i`ll make up a list of series i`ve been watching for the past couple of years and the ones i`m still/started watching..And yes i am jobless enough to make up a list:-) just wanna remember the good ones

1.X-Files
Grew up watching this, Best show ever
2. Charmed
The magic, the sisters and their fashion sense, and of course the hot guys that came into their lives. Loved it
3. Jericho
Short lived but a very good show. Loved the humanness of it.
4. Harpers Island
 Group of very hot people in an Island for a wedding. Getting killed in each episode. Each death(or the way they were killed) was very unpredictable.
5. V (2009)
The show had a good run, didn`t like the way it ended though.
6. Friends
My all time fav comedy. Still watch re-runs
7.The 4400
Some seasons were better, all in all good show.
8. Merlin
Funny, emotional at times and enjoyed watching it. It was a good change watching something of a different time where kings ruled, the village ppl, wooden houses and my mind wondered what its like to live in a place like that.......
9.Terminator Sara Conner Chronicles
Each episode kept me on the edge
10.The Gates
Combination of ware-wolves and vampires. One of the best shortlived ( 1 season) episodes i`ve ever watched.
11. Fear Itself
  some episodes were scarier than others.Twisted/scary/groggy tv show.
12. Dead Like me
     There was one line in the very first episode that hit me hard ("my sister was very much invisible to me until  the day i died"). Made me think about taking things for granted
13. Better off Ted
Geeky funny show for science lovers.
14.Lie to me
Loved the first season
15. Gossip Girl
   Fashion, money, hot guys and girls and the drama. What i like about the show is no matter how many times they hurt each other, this group of friends always get together  whenever one gets into trouble.
16. Pretty Little Liars
Suspense and drama
17. The Lying Game
     Just started watching.So far so good
18. Switched at Birth
      The world of deaf and hearing and two families trying to make things work. Loved it so far
19.Grey`s Anatomy  
     Loved the first few seasons
20. ER
     watched the first few seasons until the 'original' cast dropped off
21.Prison Break
    First season was the best
22.The Practice
     Very dramatic, show of lawyers from almost a decade ago.
23.Psych
  Funny drama, a lot like the mentalist
24. The mentalist
    Brilliant show
25. Stargate SG-1
     Watched it back when it was on local channels
26. That 70`s show
27.Will and Grace
28.Castle    
28.Gilmore Girls
      I guess most watched it when we were back in shcool. First saw Jared Padalecki on this show;-).

29.Flash-forward
   Good thriller, good short lived show.
30.Tru Calling
31.Judging Amy
     Loved the drama
32. Roswell
33.Nikita (2010)
34.Alias
35.Dawson`s creek
36.Desperate Housewives
Loved the first season
37.Love Bites
38.According to Jim
39.Smallville
40.Unnatural History
41.7th Heaven
42.Small Wonder
43.Spell Binder
Brilliant.Loved it
44..Couger Town
45.  Drake and Josh
 Love Drake Bell and his singing and of course his cool, easy going character in the show.
46.Lois & Clarck
47..One Tree Hill
48..Dark Skies
49.Cold Case
50.The Nanny
51.Alf
52.Dark Angel
53.The OC
54.Alphas
55.Vanished
     Loved watching Gale Harold.
56.Hot in Cleaveland
57.The Nine Lives of Chloe King
58.The Zack Files
59.Haven
hmmmm guess i spent most of my life living in those characters...

Sunday, August 28, 2011

right now

starting to miss someone...Its been a couple of years since i started to let myself feel.. being vulnerable.... being open with the way i feel......

Anyway that reminded me of  someone from almost a decade ago. Thought about all the 'what ifs'.....we lost touch because we lost means of communication(No phone connection at that end ). i did search for the name when FB started but i didn`t find the person i looked for. I wonder where i would be today if i had kept in touch, why i didn`t  think ahead, how i missed the one chance of meeting that person again-the letter i got scolding me for not showing up....i still have a bunch of letters that was hand delivered by another friend....
I just feel like things were different back then. loyalty was something that came naturally. I think relationships these days are basically 'flings' unless stated otherwise. after seeing/experiencing several heartbreaks, even my mind has changed from wanting to settle down. To love and be loved, thats what i want right now...and of course a job :-D

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Jobless again....

two weeks after my resignation...well that went fast..
Applied to few more companies we`ll see how that goes. Been playing angry birds Rio-which is quite fun and very addictive:-) and i  started playing badminton again, after a decade or so...which is great, i`ve forgotten how much i liked sports. I`ve been downloading basically any new show that i come across, so that i can keep my mind occupied. I`m starting to like the series switched at birth; so far all the episodes have been interesting and quite dramatic.
Went to a place that gives cancer patients a place to stay(free of charge) after treatment, this is especially a great place for those who come from far. Even a relative of the patient can stay there, and the place looks really clean and well maintained. We went to pay for one meal for the patients. while walking around the place i saw three kids, bald-probably due to chemotherapy, i think they were around 6-7yrs. My mind wondered as to what their condition was and how they diagnosed the condition, how the family is coping...but i walked out without asking anything.


I donno what is up with my nightmares these days. Almost everyday i wake up seeing the same thing; when i`m driving along a huge wave comes and hits me-some days the place is different...and i always wakes up when i`m about to drown....

Thursday, August 4, 2011

Rebuilding

The wall around my heart
It was so high and strong
Broken down with a lot of effort, little by little
Started to feel the warmth of the world
wanted to stay warm and happy
but the ways of the world says otherwise
Started to get chills from the world
Started to become weak and vulnerable
Need the wall to be back up again
Need to feel safe

Been a while

since a song brought me to tears.......

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ex7NFDXQoo

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