Tuesday, September 27, 2011

something i heard today

Three words, eight letters , don`t come out right when no one wants to hear them


..so true..

Monday, September 26, 2011

Stop

chasing after love....or job....or...life.....just forget about everything and enjoy watching what its like to live in a pineapple under the sea-yes spongebob :-)

Monday, September 19, 2011

messed up post to myself

Dear Universe

Ever since i read the book on the law of attraction , i`ve been turning to you. I did receive certain things in the most incredible ways ( free books on scientific management-shipped from Belgium, that was pretty cool). Anyway for two years i`ve been doing everything possible to get a decent job, i really badly need one right now. In all the recent interviews, they all ask about my work experience, and i`m pretty sure thats when they decide not to hire me. That doesn`t mean i`m giving up, i`m gonna keep applying and trying until i get a job, i would really appreciate your help. As for love , thank you for letting me experience what its like to care/want someone, what its like to wait.......to behave bcz of somebody......It may have been one sided; the way i felt, but thank you for letting me feel those emotions. If you take that away from me, i`m gonna turn into the ice queen i was before, you should know that. Pls keep everyone i care about safe and happy. I`ve been feeling my heart rate getting slower everyday. Maybe its something i do to myself. Should i burn out or fade away ? maybe neither. I don`t know.

I need my big break..........


Friday, September 9, 2011

Time alone

Its something everyone enjoys. Having the right amount of alone time is good enough. Too much makes you feel lonely. But when you love yourself with all your heart, you realize that you can be the best company you can have. I`m not making sense now am i,its just something that i`ve been learning.
Ive been watching a lot of Oprah lately.When she interviews all the famous ppl, oprah always shows us how those ppl live today. I noticed that most of the supermodels/actresses/singers/authors...etc...hv chosen a life with nature. Most having their own farm, picking berries, other fruits, and sipping juice while watching the sunset. One famous supermodel (now in her late 50s) is enjoying knitting everyday with a group of women. They have all the money in the world and what they enjoy is simple life, with nature and animals(mostly dogs)..Most didn`t have men by their side...hmmm :-)
Mom went to India for a week and got back. Its the first trip on her own after she got married (meaning after 30 yrs or so) . First she was reluctant to go , but after pushing her to do so, she went with sis-in-law`s mom. And they had the best time-We even teased her asking whether she`s gonna stay there when she called. This picture that she took (not sure whether its in Bodhgaya) made me wonder, what it was like thousands of years ago. Whenever i look at the remaining  staircases in the picture,  my mind starts to wonder; maids climbing up and down wearing silky white Indian clothing, mistress of the house walking around wearing heavy jewelery ...and...i need to stop staring at the pic now:-)

Monday, September 5, 2011

what the.......

Its something that you always wanted and you`re running away??? whats the matter with you??

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