Friday, October 19, 2012

Holiday

Five days in Bangkok with my parents and some tour group next week ( honestly,i would've preferred not going with a tour group).....i'm kinda dreading it actually. Hopefully i'll be able to have a good time shopping; maybe i might be able to buy the leopard print handbag i dreamt about :-) I don't think i have spent more than 3 days away from home, anyway one thing i'm definitely sure about is...  missing him :-(

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

running out of tears...

i guess the title says it all...im sorry...i really do need to grow up

There are times....

If the purpose of your existence is to mentally blackmail your child, u never should have had one in the first place.

Friday, October 5, 2012

Fuck!

why do i keep screwing up things when its going so well???.......Maybe its the extreme opposition from my parents or  the nasty comments of my mom on a daily basis.....i just feel like i'm gonna explode and hurt the man i love the most :-( i really hope that i don't..

Classroom to Learn Lessons or a Cosmic Joke?

  Same old unconscious patterns Same old drama you are too familiar with Same old manipulators pulling strings, thinking you can't see t...