Sometimes I have a hard time believing that she`s my mom.
Thursday, November 22, 2012
Tuesday, November 20, 2012
moments....
she had made up her mind to have a lot of different 'encounters' with no strings attached, to not let anyone get close to her heart..all that changed few years ago until she had to experience pain; a different kind of pain that she had never experienced before. She wanted to build the wall around her heart again, never to look back until she met him........
she looked at his face, he was staring at the ceiling, his mind wondering elsewhere while running his fingers through her hair. she wanted to kiss his cheek and tell him that she loved him, he looked at her as if his thoughts were interrupted and ran his fingers through her hair again. Her mind started to wonder , will it always be like this? She has always wondered about it, what it would be like, how it would feel.... maybe its a good thing she didn`t have many meaningless 'encounters', cz eventhough she couldn`t compare anything, deep down she knew that it wouldn`t feel this good if she wasn`t in love.
Sunday, November 4, 2012
Confessions
My Friend
I used to call you for advice, and you were one of the very few ppl that would hit the ugly truth in my face and make me think hard about choices. I did say that i will stay in touch, but i haven`t been. Hope i can be a better friend to you... atleast now.
The guy from my past
I did see the very long description of how you miss me and how things used to be.What you don`t remember is how much i got hurt. Like i said, things are different now and i moved on. Hope you can move on and find peace in your heart. This is the last time i'm writing about you. Please move on with your life.
My Love
You have been so great to me all this time, but still i manage to hurt you. Maybe its because of how insecure i am, what can i say, i used to be an ugly duckling :-) Anyway all of my relationship insecurities are bcz of all i've seen and experienced. More than that i think i'm dead scared of what would happen to me if you hurt me or if i have to live without you, because i love you so much. I'm so glad you walked into my life.
I used to call you for advice, and you were one of the very few ppl that would hit the ugly truth in my face and make me think hard about choices. I did say that i will stay in touch, but i haven`t been. Hope i can be a better friend to you... atleast now.
The guy from my past
I did see the very long description of how you miss me and how things used to be.What you don`t remember is how much i got hurt. Like i said, things are different now and i moved on. Hope you can move on and find peace in your heart. This is the last time i'm writing about you. Please move on with your life.
My Love
You have been so great to me all this time, but still i manage to hurt you. Maybe its because of how insecure i am, what can i say, i used to be an ugly duckling :-) Anyway all of my relationship insecurities are bcz of all i've seen and experienced. More than that i think i'm dead scared of what would happen to me if you hurt me or if i have to live without you, because i love you so much. I'm so glad you walked into my life.
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