the truth is

Eventhough I act like i don't give a shit about the way you talk to me..it hurts
Eventhough i stopped caring about your approval...i still want it
Eventhough i don`t wanna speak a word to you...i still wanna talk about my day with you
Everytime you open your mouth i can feel your hatred towards me
Eventhough you think i don`t love you...I really do
More than anything it hurts to know for a fact that you will never know what real love is, bcz all you care about is money 

Road Rage

I was just heading off to KFC in Nugegoda to meet my guy(well its not the ideal place, under the circumstances-which i will blog about later...,that was the only place to see him that day) and was turning to the lane where you can turn to the car park, the van that came from the main road just stopped and allowed me to turn.I was halfway through turning when another car(which i clearly saw was too far and came from the main road and was next to the van) accelerated and stopped in the middle. That idiot who was driving just stopped it and gave me a look as if 'where the fuck are you turning' and remained there for 2-3mns. By now i was stuck in the middle of the road and couldn`t go anywhere else and was actually causing a major traffic jam, so i simply made a hand gesture asking him to move his car forward so i can go. That bugger simply reversed his car and made sure i have no whatsoever room and was directly looking at me!!! by now i was so annoyed and i simply gave the finger, for that some other bugger got off that car and actually tried to open the door on my side!(keep in mind that this is infront of KFC in the middle of the road). I mean WTF!!! thank god the door was locked,  honestly don`t know what those guys would have done if the door wasn`t locked, i mean what was he gonna do? pull me out of the car? and then what? Anyway the rest of the vehicles kept honking so he had to move. I really need to keep pepper spray and maybe a knife!

(I was bored at work today and thought of drawing it, FAH stands for F*n A*H*..I think my drawing is worse than my description :-D )
I know Sri Lankan men have a problem with female drivers, but this is too far!