Rediscovered

the joy of drinking a chilled glass of milk :-) (yes,without sugar!)

Changes

There was a time when I tried so hard not to change, i remember how difficult it was for me..
But now, I find myself letting go of things and moving on; I finally feel like I'm starting to behave like a grown up.

(About the house a dreamt of living ever since I was a kid )

Parasite

I don`t know when you took control over my 'sane' mind
At first you just started whispering
It became regular whispers
Now you have a voice
You have a say in what I do
You make me do the meanest things
You make me say the meanest things
I feel like you have completely gotten rid of my 'sane' self
I used to hear words of encouragement, trust, faith, love
Now all I hear are words of doubt, fear, worry, suspicion, hate
You started telling me i'm losing my mind
Why do u keep doing this to me
Is it because you feed on pain?
I know I have to defeat you somehow
All I know is that I don`t have the strength to do it

I need my old self back, I need to hear the 'old' voice inside my head again...
I need help......