Tuesday, June 25, 2013

The fall

I was in charge of taking care of my adorabal nephew (he's almost a 1yr old now) on Saturday. I thought it would be hard, but he wasn`t so fussy and was sleeping so peacefully i decided to watch the new british series The Fall. Its about a serial killer and for some reason got me hooked. While i was watching it my nephew made a slight murmur and when back to his sleep. I paused the episode to see if he was about to wake up. I looked at his innocent face, peacefully sleeping, without a care in the world, turned back to my screen where the scene was  the moment a woman being tortured to death. I glanced back at my nephew again, so much innocence... even serial killers had an 'innocent' stage like that. What changes them?
Why can`t ppl be kind to each other, without all tha back stabbing and ...oh well i don`t wanna write a whole list of 'bad' things. But why ? Why can`t we spread kindness?
I have been following kindness girl's blog for a while and started to think, maybe i should try some way of spreading kindness. 
Just one kind act for each day. 

Monday, June 10, 2013

sick and tired

sick and tired of everyone who wants me to fail
sick and tired of my own mother who wants me to have a failed marriage
sick and tired of my mother insulting me every single day
sick and tired of not knowing what i want anymore
sick and tired of hurting the one i love
sick and tired wanting to hurt myself
sick and tired of not being able to control my emotions
sick and tired of living

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