Fortunately or unfortunately this year is the only year that i didn`t spend time studying, hoped to start working-well that didn`t happen either. Didn`t know whether i`ll get through the year without going insane- did get through it somehow.
I have to admit, getting through the year has a lot to do with a certain someone that i met. He doesn`t know that of course, but talkin to him has certainly been sort of an escape.He`s one of those guys that are known as `bad boys` but there was something about him . I didn`t know how close i was getting to him ,until when he was talking about his gal pals,a hint of jealousy went through my spine. I can`t remember the last time i felt jealous, because of a guy but, i really do like him. I can totally be myself around him.I don`t believe in `happily ever after` but deep down i want that someone whom i can be myself with.
I hope next year i can go forward, start working, be more independent, and most of all to have the inner peace of mind when i go to bed everyday ...
Merry x`mas and happy new year everyone!
from hopeless to hopeful... notes to myself... during the journey to a better meaningful life .....
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Here's hoping that 2011 will be THE year for you and that it brings you everything you want, need and deserve !!!
ReplyDeleteGS- thank u, needed to hear dat:) & wish u d same!!
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