Crying uncontrollably on the way to work, trying to figure out what's making me so upset. I don`t get angry at myself for letting go of my emotions like this anymore or label myself as 'weak'. I'm going to avoid all of you who make me cry/make me uncomfortable/stressed from now on. I don`t know how long i'm gonna live and i really do know that i should be happy everyday, not cry all the time and wonder why. I need to have proper sleep, not worry about whats gonna happen and just live.... today..... now......., thats all i wanna think about. I'm not going to feel guilty about avoiding those who make me feel less and spend more time on my own, cz that's when i'm most comfortable and feel relaxed.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kCBa4WzxRoY
Love this song!....
No comments:
Post a Comment