voices

#1-I told you that you were never meant to do it
#2-But it felt right
#1- Admit it, you like it
#2- I don't know, Its a bit of a change, noone said it would be easy
#1- but you thought , you out of all ppl can pull it off without drama
#2- I did, it hurts, this hurts
#1- Doesn`t hurt the way it used to does it, you are getting stronger
#2- I just wanna believe that everything will be ok in the end
#1- maybe it will, regardless of how things turn out

Meet-ups

Met up with friends finally after postponing for a long time (exams, work..etc.) but i'm not sure whether it went well. I think I seem to have changed quite a lot. Let me just try to type out how the evening went so that i can figure it out. It all started with gossip, classmates, potential divorces, gold diggers, annoyance of selfies, annoying husbands and food. They discussed about a former classmate who now is so rich to the point of having a dedicated maid just to do all of her things. My friends view of her life was that even though she is rich, there has to be something missing in her life and that she is not happy.

This got me thinking.

Why hasn`t this ancient thought pattern changed? why do people still think that rich are not happy ? is it mere jealousy or that you just can`t stand the thought of someone else being happy?

I just found myself wondering what else I could`ve done during that time instead of judging and analyzing potential divorces. Yes, I have judged people in the past and still do, its a habit i'm trying to get out of. I really do love and care about my friends but sometimes I wish we could have a more meaningful conversation, like discussing a book or something about spirituality. 

Hopefully after my break I will find a better work place where I can find people with whom I can have meaningful conversations with.

   

Finally did it!

Handed over my resignation today after thinking about it for the past 6 months:) Looking forward to see how I handle the break from work.