one step forward two steps back

Falling in love...happens in the most unexpected moments......i thought i found what i`ve been looking for.........but...........i dont feel like i`m loved.A friend of mine actually told me not to expect romantic gestures that we`ve been dreaming about since we were little girls, but i can`t help it, i like fairytales.

I don`t know what to look forward to anymore.....where do i turn when the person i wanna share my life with is not even there when i need to talk?

Therapy

I think i really need a therapy session on how to be in a relationship.

I know

I know that you miss me, but i told you what i wanted. You should have known what you had, If you realized how important i was, how i gave you my all, after losing me, that means you took me for granted(You promised that you would never take me for granted remember)..
You have no idea how hard it was for me, how long i cried when you told me......Anyway just know that You were my priority eventhough i wasn't yours...but not anymore.......I just can`t keep getting hurt.
Know that i never took you for granted... i hope and wish that everything will workout for you with your career, that you will be a loving boyfriend to someone and that you will always be the kindhearted person that you have always been.

I'm sorry

I never meant to hurt you.......

How does it feel

there`s so much i want to write here...about the ppl that are in my life right now...i guess i`m afraid that they are going to read it and get hurt. I just need to relax and write down everything that`s been happening in my life cz i wanna remember  all of it.
Anyway.....Theme song for today would be...Man I feel like a woman -Shania Twain
Ah life....

need to remember this date :-)

Happy B`day friend!

Just wanted to wish you a very happy b`day! Hope you are doing wonderfully fine.