Three words, eight letters , don`t come out right when no one wants to hear them
..so true..
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Monday, September 26, 2011
Stop
chasing after love....or job....or...life.....just forget about everything and enjoy watching what its like to live in a pineapple under the sea-yes spongebob :-)
Monday, September 19, 2011
messed up post to myself
Dear Universe
Ever since i read the book on the law of attraction , i`ve been turning to you. I did receive certain things in the most incredible ways ( free books on scientific management-shipped from Belgium, that was pretty cool). Anyway for two years i`ve been doing everything possible to get a decent job, i really badly need one right now. In all the recent interviews, they all ask about my work experience, and i`m pretty sure thats when they decide not to hire me. That doesn`t mean i`m giving up, i`m gonna keep applying and trying until i get a job, i would really appreciate your help. As for love , thank you for letting me experience what its like to care/want someone, what its like to wait.......to behave bcz of somebody......It may have been one sided; the way i felt, but thank you for letting me feel those emotions. If you take that away from me, i`m gonna turn into the ice queen i was before, you should know that. Pls keep everyone i care about safe and happy. I`ve been feeling my heart rate getting slower everyday. Maybe its something i do to myself. Should i burn out or fade away ? maybe neither. I don`t know.
I need my big break..........
Ever since i read the book on the law of attraction , i`ve been turning to you. I did receive certain things in the most incredible ways ( free books on scientific management-shipped from Belgium, that was pretty cool). Anyway for two years i`ve been doing everything possible to get a decent job, i really badly need one right now. In all the recent interviews, they all ask about my work experience, and i`m pretty sure thats when they decide not to hire me. That doesn`t mean i`m giving up, i`m gonna keep applying and trying until i get a job, i would really appreciate your help. As for love , thank you for letting me experience what its like to care/want someone, what its like to wait.......to behave bcz of somebody......It may have been one sided; the way i felt, but thank you for letting me feel those emotions. If you take that away from me, i`m gonna turn into the ice queen i was before, you should know that. Pls keep everyone i care about safe and happy. I`ve been feeling my heart rate getting slower everyday. Maybe its something i do to myself. Should i burn out or fade away ? maybe neither. I don`t know.
I need my big break..........
Friday, September 9, 2011
Time alone
Its something everyone enjoys. Having the right amount of alone time is good enough. Too much makes you feel lonely. But when you love yourself with all your heart, you realize that you can be the best company you can have. I`m not making sense now am i,its just something that i`ve been learning.
Ive been watching a lot of Oprah lately.When she interviews all the famous ppl, oprah always shows us how those ppl live today. I noticed that most of the supermodels/actresses/singers/authors...etc...hv chosen a life with nature. Most having their own farm, picking berries, other fruits, and sipping juice while watching the sunset. One famous supermodel (now in her late 50s) is enjoying knitting everyday with a group of women. They have all the money in the world and what they enjoy is simple life, with nature and animals(mostly dogs)..Most didn`t have men by their side...hmmm :-)
Mom went to India for a week and got back. Its the first trip on her own after she got married (meaning after 30 yrs or so) . First she was reluctant to go , but after pushing her to do so, she went with sis-in-law`s mom. And they had the best time-We even teased her asking whether she`s gonna stay there when she called. This picture that she took (not sure whether its in Bodhgaya) made me wonder, what it was like thousands of years ago. Whenever i look at the remaining staircases in the picture, my mind starts to wonder; maids climbing up and down wearing silky white Indian clothing, mistress of the house walking around wearing heavy jewelery ...and...i need to stop staring at the pic now:-)
Ive been watching a lot of Oprah lately.When she interviews all the famous ppl, oprah always shows us how those ppl live today. I noticed that most of the supermodels/actresses/singers/authors...etc...hv chosen a life with nature. Most having their own farm, picking berries, other fruits, and sipping juice while watching the sunset. One famous supermodel (now in her late 50s) is enjoying knitting everyday with a group of women. They have all the money in the world and what they enjoy is simple life, with nature and animals(mostly dogs)..Most didn`t have men by their side...hmmm :-)
Mom went to India for a week and got back. Its the first trip on her own after she got married (meaning after 30 yrs or so) . First she was reluctant to go , but after pushing her to do so, she went with sis-in-law`s mom. And they had the best time-We even teased her asking whether she`s gonna stay there when she called. This picture that she took (not sure whether its in Bodhgaya) made me wonder, what it was like thousands of years ago. Whenever i look at the remaining staircases in the picture, my mind starts to wonder; maids climbing up and down wearing silky white Indian clothing, mistress of the house walking around wearing heavy jewelery ...and...i need to stop staring at the pic now:-)
Monday, September 5, 2011
what the.......
Its something that you always wanted and you`re running away??? whats the matter with you??
Monday, August 29, 2011
tv series ..
i just thought i`ll make up a list of series i`ve been watching for the past couple of years and the ones i`m still/started watching..And yes i am jobless enough to make up a list:-) just wanna remember the good ones
1.X-Files
Grew up watching this, Best show ever
2. Charmed
The magic, the sisters and their fashion sense, and of course the hot guys that came into their lives. Loved it
3. Jericho
Short lived but a very good show. Loved the humanness of it.
4. Harpers Island
Group of very hot people in an Island for a wedding. Getting killed in each episode. Each death(or the way they were killed) was very unpredictable.
5. V (2009)
The show had a good run, didn`t like the way it ended though.
6. Friends
My all time fav comedy. Still watch re-runs
7.The 4400
Some seasons were better, all in all good show.
8. Merlin
Funny, emotional at times and enjoyed watching it. It was a good change watching something of a different time where kings ruled, the village ppl, wooden houses and my mind wondered what its like to live in a place like that.......
9.Terminator Sara Conner Chronicles
Each episode kept me on the edge
10.The Gates
Combination of ware-wolves and vampires. One of the best shortlived ( 1 season) episodes i`ve ever watched.
11. Fear Itself
some episodes were scarier than others.Twisted/scary/groggy tv show.
12. Dead Like me
There was one line in the very first episode that hit me hard ("my sister was very much invisible to me until the day i died"). Made me think about taking things for granted
13. Better off Ted
Geeky funny show for science lovers.
14.Lie to me
Loved the first season
15. Gossip Girl
Fashion, money, hot guys and girls and the drama. What i like about the show is no matter how many times they hurt each other, this group of friends always get together whenever one gets into trouble.
16. Pretty Little Liars
Suspense and drama
17. The Lying Game
Just started watching.So far so good
18. Switched at Birth
The world of deaf and hearing and two families trying to make things work. Loved it so far
19.Grey`s Anatomy
Loved the first few seasons
20. ER
watched the first few seasons until the 'original' cast dropped off
21.Prison Break
First season was the best
22.The Practice
Very dramatic, show of lawyers from almost a decade ago.
23.Psych
Funny drama, a lot like the mentalist
24. The mentalist
Brilliant show
25. Stargate SG-1
Watched it back when it was on local channels
26. That 70`s show
27.Will and Grace
28.Castle
28.Gilmore Girls
I guess most watched it when we were back in shcool. First saw Jared Padalecki on this show;-).
29.Flash-forward
Good thriller, good short lived show.
30.Tru Calling
31.Judging Amy
Loved the drama
32. Roswell
33.Nikita (2010)
34.Alias
35.Dawson`s creek
36.Desperate Housewives
Loved the first season
37.Love Bites
38.According to Jim
39.Smallville
40.Unnatural History
41.7th Heaven
42.Small Wonder
43.Spell Binder
Brilliant.Loved it
44..Couger Town
45. Drake and Josh
Love Drake Bell and his singing and of course his cool, easy going character in the show.
46.Lois & Clarck
47..One Tree Hill
48..Dark Skies
49.Cold Case
50.The Nanny
51.Alf
52.Dark Angel
53.The OC
54.Alphas
55.Vanished
Loved watching Gale Harold.
56.Hot in Cleaveland
57.The Nine Lives of Chloe King
58.The Zack Files
59.Haven
hmmmm guess i spent most of my life living in those characters...
1.X-Files
Grew up watching this, Best show ever
2. Charmed
The magic, the sisters and their fashion sense, and of course the hot guys that came into their lives. Loved it
3. Jericho
Short lived but a very good show. Loved the humanness of it.
4. Harpers Island
Group of very hot people in an Island for a wedding. Getting killed in each episode. Each death(or the way they were killed) was very unpredictable.
5. V (2009)
The show had a good run, didn`t like the way it ended though.
6. Friends
My all time fav comedy. Still watch re-runs
7.The 4400
Some seasons were better, all in all good show.
8. Merlin
Funny, emotional at times and enjoyed watching it. It was a good change watching something of a different time where kings ruled, the village ppl, wooden houses and my mind wondered what its like to live in a place like that.......
9.Terminator Sara Conner Chronicles
Each episode kept me on the edge
10.The Gates
Combination of ware-wolves and vampires. One of the best shortlived ( 1 season) episodes i`ve ever watched.
11. Fear Itself
some episodes were scarier than others.Twisted/scary/groggy tv show.
12. Dead Like me
There was one line in the very first episode that hit me hard ("my sister was very much invisible to me until the day i died"). Made me think about taking things for granted
13. Better off Ted
Geeky funny show for science lovers.
14.Lie to me
Loved the first season
15. Gossip Girl
Fashion, money, hot guys and girls and the drama. What i like about the show is no matter how many times they hurt each other, this group of friends always get together whenever one gets into trouble.
16. Pretty Little Liars
Suspense and drama
17. The Lying Game
Just started watching.So far so good
18. Switched at Birth
The world of deaf and hearing and two families trying to make things work. Loved it so far
19.Grey`s Anatomy
Loved the first few seasons
20. ER
watched the first few seasons until the 'original' cast dropped off
21.Prison Break
First season was the best
22.The Practice
Very dramatic, show of lawyers from almost a decade ago.
23.Psych
Funny drama, a lot like the mentalist
24. The mentalist
Brilliant show
25. Stargate SG-1
Watched it back when it was on local channels
26. That 70`s show
27.Will and Grace
28.Castle
28.Gilmore Girls
I guess most watched it when we were back in shcool. First saw Jared Padalecki on this show;-).
29.Flash-forward
Good thriller, good short lived show.
30.Tru Calling
31.Judging Amy
Loved the drama
32. Roswell
33.Nikita (2010)
34.Alias
35.Dawson`s creek
36.Desperate Housewives
Loved the first season
37.Love Bites
38.According to Jim
39.Smallville
40.Unnatural History
41.7th Heaven
42.Small Wonder
43.Spell Binder
Brilliant.Loved it
44..Couger Town
45. Drake and Josh
Love Drake Bell and his singing and of course his cool, easy going character in the show.
46.Lois & Clarck
47..One Tree Hill
48..Dark Skies
49.Cold Case
50.The Nanny
51.Alf
52.Dark Angel
53.The OC
54.Alphas
55.Vanished
Loved watching Gale Harold.
56.Hot in Cleaveland
57.The Nine Lives of Chloe King
58.The Zack Files
59.Haven
hmmmm guess i spent most of my life living in those characters...
Sunday, August 28, 2011
right now
starting to miss someone...Its been a couple of years since i started to let myself feel.. being vulnerable.... being open with the way i feel......
Anyway that reminded me of someone from almost a decade ago. Thought about all the 'what ifs'.....we lost touch because we lost means of communication(No phone connection at that end ). i did search for the name when FB started but i didn`t find the person i looked for. I wonder where i would be today if i had kept in touch, why i didn`t think ahead, how i missed the one chance of meeting that person again-the letter i got scolding me for not showing up....i still have a bunch of letters that was hand delivered by another friend....
I just feel like things were different back then. loyalty was something that came naturally. I think relationships these days are basically 'flings' unless stated otherwise. after seeing/experiencing several heartbreaks, even my mind has changed from wanting to settle down. To love and be loved, thats what i want right now...and of course a job :-D
Anyway that reminded me of someone from almost a decade ago. Thought about all the 'what ifs'.....we lost touch because we lost means of communication(No phone connection at that end ). i did search for the name when FB started but i didn`t find the person i looked for. I wonder where i would be today if i had kept in touch, why i didn`t think ahead, how i missed the one chance of meeting that person again-the letter i got scolding me for not showing up....i still have a bunch of letters that was hand delivered by another friend....
I just feel like things were different back then. loyalty was something that came naturally. I think relationships these days are basically 'flings' unless stated otherwise. after seeing/experiencing several heartbreaks, even my mind has changed from wanting to settle down. To love and be loved, thats what i want right now...and of course a job :-D
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