Its not something i ever had in my life. Whenever i had the opportunity i walked away from it. I just wasn`t ready for anything. Now that i want it, i just can`t seem to get a hold of the whole thing. Maybe i want it too much, i was trying so hard to keep my feelings in check, but still, didn`t even notice getting so attached. I know i shouldn`t, i am being told that i shouldn`t, why do i still want it.
Is it bad karma of walking away from so many, that i can`t seem to have it now. Don`t i deserve to know what its like? Shouldn`t i feel nothing at all? Is it so wrong to want something more?
the only thing that i`m sure of right now is, i can`t switch from person to person just like that. Maybe i`m being too old fashioned, but thats just who i am.
Relationships, i don`t even understand that term anymore.
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