Realistic me vs Positive me

Pm-they already hired, oh well..i`ll try the other place
Rm-what other place?, you`ve been saying that for the past 2 years. you still don`t have a decent job.loser
Pm-hey, at least i studied and..
Rm-and what? in every interview they ask why you don`t have work experience, not about your stupid certificates
Pm-look , i`m trying, i really am trying..i`m just being positive and the law of attraction says...
Rm-yeah, yeah, u might as well expect a freaking unicorn to show up at our doorstep and give you magic dust..
Pm-At least i have a roof above my head, and food to eat and..
Rm-you don`t have a job, you wanna be with a guy who probably thinks you`re a clingy nut job, your mom disapproves every word that comes out of your mouth and wants to leave your dad-again(and putting up a united front to the world), you`re still not allowed to go out of the house alone(you`ve been in this world for almost three decades now!?), you`re doing absolutely nothing!!! you think you`re needed anywhere?? I`m pretty sure only your dog will miss you if you die today..Jeez wake up, life without purpose is as good as dead..and what is up with your crying like a baby every week?? do you even know why your crying?
Pm-is it safe to say that i`m clinically depressed?