When I was in school, I was so in touch with my inner self. some call it 'gut feeling'. I was really doing well in life, I was happy, didn`t get involved with dramatic relationships and was truly happy being alone and loved it. As time went on I started getting lost in touch with myself, let my hormones take control over my life and made decisions purely on extreme emotions. Some of the things I thought I wanted so badly ended up being the things that I want to run away from.
I'm still very much confused, trying to get closer to my 'inner self'.
Hope I can get back to my old self again.
I do wonder about this myself. Sometimes I think a 17 year old self had more mental clarity and determination than the me now. Thereby shattering any illusions I may have had about growing up.
ReplyDeleteyes! I've been meditating and doing everything to get back to having that clarity. Even started listening to songs I listened to when I was growing up :D Listening to that 'inner voice' as Marie Forleo calls it, is something I'm really trying to figure out.
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