Monday, April 25, 2011

feels like.........

i have no words to say, my mom said something out loud.....yes, she said she doesn`t love me (almost hates me) because i never fulfilled her dream for me which was to become a doctor, marry a doctor and have kids by now(and yes she`s that narrow minded). And yes, she gave all her possessions to my brother bcz he`s the only child that listened and obeyed her every wish. And no i don`t care about what i get or don`t get, guess i can`t ask for love....

oh well....can`t wait to find a job and move out...:
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4 comments:

  1. Guiding SpiritApril 25, 2011 at 9:45 AM

    Parents say a lot of things out of anger/hurt that they don't mean ... hope that thought brings you some comfort .. hugs ...

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  2. MaddyApril 28, 2011 at 5:29 AM

    GS - i guess so...

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  3. Guiding SpiritApril 28, 2011 at 6:54 AM

    Hope you are feeling better now .. any luck with the job hunt?

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  4. MaddyApril 28, 2011 at 7:00 AM

    GS - i did go for an interview today, thats more into marketing, not lab work, interesting interview, i`ll write about it:-)

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