moments....

she had made up her mind to have a lot of different 'encounters' with no strings attached, to not let anyone get close to her heart..all that changed few years ago until she had to experience pain; a different kind of pain that she had never experienced before. She wanted to build the wall around her heart again, never to look back until she met him........

she looked at his face, he was staring at the ceiling, his mind wondering elsewhere while running his fingers through her hair. she wanted to kiss his cheek and tell him that she loved him, he looked at her as if his thoughts were interrupted and ran his fingers through her hair again. Her mind started to wonder , will it always be like this?   She has always wondered about it, what it would be like, how it would feel.... maybe its a good thing she didn`t have many meaningless 'encounters', cz eventhough she couldn`t compare anything, deep down she knew that it wouldn`t feel this good if she wasn`t in love.