I was just there..walking or running......and there was a voice
"Okay, time is up"
I remember wanting to go on, feeling disappointed...
Then........... total darkness.....
I remember waking up terrified.
Of all the dreams/nightmares I've had, this really shook me because,
(a) I have been wishing to die for a while but when I actually died (in my dream) I was dissapointed
(b) I remember I was really dissapointed because I didn`t try my business idea or have the life I really wanted
So....this time I started to really make things count...daily...
I'm much more aware now,took two more days off from work (without feeling guilty).
Going to use these two days to work on my 'inner world'...and oh...yes ....can`t wait to checkout 'Tuesdays with Morrie' :)
from hopeless to hopeful... notes to myself... during the journey to a better meaningful life .....
Tuesday, August 29, 2017
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