Wednesday, February 22, 2012
argh.........
I just don`t understand these politics. There`s a hidden agenda behind all the (fake) smiles. Its as if ppl assume that they live forever. A little smile can go a long way. I honestly don`t understand these ppl. At this point in my life i`m actually glad that i get a sense of hidden agendas, but i`m still surprised and dissapointed at the way they change when they don`t get what they want. And the insane things they do to get what they want. My motto has aways been 'you are here to make things better', which is why i`m still hoping that through all of this we can contribute something, to make things better, and through all the fake smiles, and backstabbing and manpulations, ..............a real smile, laughter and genuine friends who back you up will make the journey worthwhile.
Monday, February 20, 2012
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
The Boy
No, i`m not talking about anyone that i`m involved with. This is about a boy that i met during training. He was straight after A/Ls. was sitting in front of me, smiled at me all the time, and just started a conversation, like where i work and then started discussing movies . It was so good to have a great conversation with a total stranger. at the same time his innocence made me wonder. Close knit family, not spoiled, and of course his heart hasn`t been broken or played with. So much innocence and so much enthusiasm. He`s going to India to start his degree. Ah the big bad world. I wish in my heart that he will be surrounded by good friends, that his innocent heart doesn`t get played with and i really hope that smile in his face will remain there. You may be a total stranger but that day when you spoke with me you cheered me up. I was upset because of a guy, but i didn`t say any of that to you. I enjoyed the child like conversation. Thank you for talking to me that day. You may be a total stranger but i wish you all the very best in life.
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
On the Road
"move your a**"
"can you go in one F*n lane??"
"Really????!@#*!$*"
"what are you looking at???"
"yes, i`m a female driver , deal with it!!!"
to the vehicle(driver) that keeps blocking my way on purpose "I won`t even remember your face A*hole!!"
and there are the good times...
appreciative smile of a university student when i stop to allow her to cross the road
nodding/waving when i stop the car to allow another to pass
sight of an old couple holding hands (always make me smile)
Listening to the morning show on the way and singing out loud..
and the best part..........
Driving really fast as soon as the road clears:-)
Driving to work everyday, i still love it :-)
"can you go in one F*n lane??"
"Really????!@#*!$*"
"what are you looking at???"
"yes, i`m a female driver , deal with it!!!"
to the vehicle(driver) that keeps blocking my way on purpose "I won`t even remember your face A*hole!!"
and there are the good times...
appreciative smile of a university student when i stop to allow her to cross the road
nodding/waving when i stop the car to allow another to pass
sight of an old couple holding hands (always make me smile)
Listening to the morning show on the way and singing out loud..
and the best part..........
Driving really fast as soon as the road clears:-)
Driving to work everyday, i still love it :-)
Sunday, January 15, 2012
Saturday, January 7, 2012
Birthdays
yes, another b`day....and yes i got a lot of presents i wanted....i didn`t get a lot of(happy) family time. this should be a happy post...so here goes..
day started with blowing out candles, b`day presents and breakfast to an orphanage nearby. I don`t know why i got tears in my eyes when they sang happy b`day.anyway i felt bad that i`m complaining so much when i have everything. For some reason for the first time in my life, i`m glad i`m not 18 anymore (nearing 30 actually). its like this time i feel like a grown up, i`m not as naive as i used to be. i`m starting to see the difference between fake smiles and real ones, i guess the art of living should get easier.
And the birthday wishes, this time all my friends and their husbands wished me. I didn`t start thinking about not being married (which is a good thing) , but i did wish i had a guy to call mine (guess he`s not interested).
This is gonna be a very eventful year, a lot of responsibilities, challenges and i`m pretty sure i`m gonna get stronger and wiser.
was reading about Miss Venezuela who died of breast cancer, i really need to schedule that mammogram soon,i`m getting more frequent pains and having trouble lifting my arm now.(you are supposed to be a scientist and you should know better!!)
wanted this to be a happy post but i guess it didn`t.oh well. this is my space to rant.
day started with blowing out candles, b`day presents and breakfast to an orphanage nearby. I don`t know why i got tears in my eyes when they sang happy b`day.anyway i felt bad that i`m complaining so much when i have everything. For some reason for the first time in my life, i`m glad i`m not 18 anymore (nearing 30 actually). its like this time i feel like a grown up, i`m not as naive as i used to be. i`m starting to see the difference between fake smiles and real ones, i guess the art of living should get easier.
And the birthday wishes, this time all my friends and their husbands wished me. I didn`t start thinking about not being married (which is a good thing) , but i did wish i had a guy to call mine (guess he`s not interested).
This is gonna be a very eventful year, a lot of responsibilities, challenges and i`m pretty sure i`m gonna get stronger and wiser.
was reading about Miss Venezuela who died of breast cancer, i really need to schedule that mammogram soon,i`m getting more frequent pains and having trouble lifting my arm now.(you are supposed to be a scientist and you should know better!!)
wanted this to be a happy post but i guess it didn`t.oh well. this is my space to rant.
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