this year.....

Time alone...lots of time alone
Trip
Coffee dates :-)
LabTraining
chickenpox :-(
More time alone -learned a lot about myself
First car (Steve)
First job
haircut and straightening for 3rd(not sure) time
Learning about ppl
Quitting my first(crappy) job
Depressed state
Learning about family members
My place :-)
More time alone
Realizations
maid of honor at my friends wedding :-)
Best friend`s baby boy ( first time i got excited about a child being born)
blabbering my feelings
second job :-) ( hopefully it will be great and will last long)
New friends :-)
First proper salary :-))))

I think it`s been a great year, yes there were extremely depressed moments but all in all it was all good:-)

 

perfect

conversation with a collegue..

her:hey you broke your nail!
me:yeah, got caught up in something, can`t remember
her:So your not perfect!!
me:(what????) you think i`m perfect??
her:well..yeah...
I didn`t even wanna to reply to that...never thought that anyone would think i`m miss.perfect

lesson #5

Don`t try to change others opinion about you. They will think whatever they want.Just be yourself, be true to what you believe in and do the right thing.

December

December started off with my new job (yay!!), which seems okay for now. There`s a lot to learn which is great. what i didn`t expect was wearing a saree (in a lab of all places). I don`t hate a lot of things but wearing a saree early morning pisses me off, but i`m actually surprised that i`m going through with it. Maybe i might end up liking wearing a saree or maybe not...

Saturday

coffee
lunch
driving around
one of those very rare nights that i went to bed smiling

Project

I`ve always dreamt of living in my own place ( bachelorette pad rather). Anyway since i`m living in SL and parents have this 'not allowed to move out till marriage` rule, i thought i`m atleast going to decorate & furnish my place, and of course the garden. My mom is opposing big time, regardless of that, i`m going to decorate my place. I don`t know when but everything starts with the mental picture right. so, i thought whenever i see a picture of something i want in my place, i`m gonna post here. so when the time comes, it`ll be a lot easier to pick stuff to my place.

                                            wallpaper from here

Lesson #4

You read (or know) about cheating husbands/boyfriends, crappy marriages/relationships, the pain of heartbreak...etc...but don`t let those prevent you from getting closer to people. Live life. After all its been said that 'In 20 years you will regret the things that you didn`t do than the things that you did`. But make sure that you have your own back because, people will come and go from your life and you should be able to stand on your own feet and take a walk by yourself;while having a good conversation... with yourself of course :)