Took a couple of days off work, partly because I was sick but mostly because I just can`t seem to stay there anymore. I really am grateful for the job cz i get paid, but I feel like this job is starting to kill me. I'm complaining to everyone and have started to suck the life out of everyone too. So I thought I need to just stop and think carefully before complaining next time, noone really wants to hear all of your troubles now do they?
They have their own troubles to deal with and instead of sending out a positive message I seem to be draining the life out of them...sigh.......Going to try getting into my own business soon. Being a scientist doesn`t seem to be giving me any kind of satisfaction anymore.
Enough about work..lets not talk about the impending nuptials (not bcz i'm not okay with it, but it's still the scariest thing for me)....anyway.... i'm trying to meditate again and focusing on inner peace and letting go is finally bringing me some kind of peace :)
