Got a message from an old school friend, sayin "hey, u were my first best friend, k.i.t at least thru fb"...,that was the first time i had seen a pic of her since i left school when i was lil. It was nice to hear from her, anyway, I don`t think i`ve been anybody`s first gf though (that i know of).Men always treat their `first` like a princess, that`s the complain i got from a friend of mine recently. The only comment that i get from guys is, "you don`t have to go for higher studies, your job is to be a pretty wife and produce cute babies", I no longer feel the need to punch the guys who say that to me, or punch relatives who say " you can score a rich guy" ..I don`t care anymore,Guess i`ve grown up :)
As i keep getting older, i find myself wanting to let go of that need, to hold hands, feeling of someone caressing your cheek with his thumb, ...lil acts of love......its not that i don`t want it, its just that everytime i go looking for it, i always get hurt. It`s like the idea of someone loving me for who i am, is such a joke, like i`ve been told by so many times. Still, i find myself wanting that...the rule i`m following from now on is 'Don`t expect it back, Love anyway...'
On a different note, saw on Oprah that Swedish ppl are the happiest in the world. Especially the women there, marriage rate is all time low, but the women are involved in long term relationships.when asked they said , they are with the guy only bcz they wanna be with the person for who he is...and vice versa....simple as that.....
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